I don't want to say I have an eating disorder, because I am not too sure of it. But I eat once a day, I don't like to eat in front of people, I don't like talking about food, it's as if I feel ashamed to eat, and when I actually do eat it will be later in the day like around 11 pm usually, and I stay up until 4 am mostly. When I do eat it goes right through me. So I don't know what is going on. My mom the other night said I was borderline anorexic, and to be honest I think I'm getting there. I don't want to ask for help though, I'm too scared. I've apparently lost weight as pointed out by a couple people, including my boyfriend. I should talk to him about it, but I'm super scared that I'm going to breakdown, this is scary but kind of familiar territory. The symptoms I found on WebMD of eating disorders are:
1. A distorted body image.
2. Skipping most meals.
3. Unusual eating habits (such as eating thousands of calories at one meal or skipping meals).
4. Frequent weighing.
5. Extreme weight change.
6. Insomnia.
7. Constipation.
8. Skin rash or dry skin.
9. Dental cavities.
10. Erosion of tooth enamel.
11. Loss of hair or nail quality.
12. Hyperactivity and high interest in exercise.
I didn't even realize half of these were even symptoms which makes me think I really must have one. Because out of these syptoms these are the ones I have: 1[sometimes],2,3,6,9,11, and 12. Now I'm beginning to question it hard core. I'm super scared, if anybody has insight I would love to hear. Honestly, I would. Help!
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